haha.. yesterday is happy day.
28th of june is happy day
although need 2 go work
but
supervisor not around..
so.. i dint get scold..
haha ^^
happy day ~
Monday, June 29, 2009
, 7:47 AM
我会再站起来的
我会找回我自己
我答应你们! promise~
这条路是我选的
所以没办法
怎样难走我也会走下去
但有一天
我会走出一片属于我自己的天空来
证实我自己的确是有实力的
^^
我的未来
我的梦想
我的天空
就在前面不远处....
Thursday, June 25, 2009
, 7:51 AM
不想看到你伤心
不想看到你难过
不想看到你烦恼
但一开口就会跟你吵架
帮不到你分担
反而弄到你生气
我是个魔鬼吗？
为什么那么会害人
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
, 10:46 PM
现在我到底是个怎样的人？我现在到底过着怎样的生活？一句话不如死掉算了
, 10:42 PM
i m unhappy.
my happy gone away.
i cant find where is happy
happy leave me alone
happy now very far from me..
happy is
GONEmy life not happy anymore....
i hate my life!!
i hate working!!
i hate myself!!!!!!
i hate 8vthgs of me!!!
y ??
tell me y??
where i did wrong??
y always scold me??
me rili not good enough??
me rili tat stupid??
me rili tat white eat??
ya. me not as fast as u can
i cant pack the bread as fast as u can
i cant count the money as fast as u
i cant susun the cake as fast as u
so... i m a tortise..
i agree.
ya. my eye not good as yours.
my eye not tajam as yours.
当你正在忙的时候 我只会看
不懂得下一步应该帮你什么
我虽然4粒眼睛但却没你2粒眼睛那么好
and..
me always look like not enough sleep
ya.. coz me always day dreaming.
but me 8vnite sleep b4 12am
so..
part time vs permanent
ya. i m ur permanent worker.
so... if u rili feel tat part time worker more better than me this permanent worker
u can just fire me..
u dont have to banding me with her.
ya. i know my 动作 very slow.
and i not so automatic like the part time girl.
so..
and u say 8v morning i act shud do many thigs
but some of tat things yesterday nite the part time girl already help me do
so.. when morning me shud do the left thigs very fast.
and u count how much u work and how much me work in morning
of coz yours more than me.
coz u faster than me
then u help me do my part.
then after tat u just say.. wah.. so many thgs u need 2 do.
me look like very free.
ok lo. u call boss fire me lar..
call boss give my income to u.
coz u work double mar..
i dont mind..
8v day u say..
me just come out 社会 working
sure cant banding me with all the got experience de
but 8vday u do tat.
and u call me do 8vthg must fast fast.
but if i do fast fast but all wrong also give u scold.
do slow slow but do well well u pulak say u dont need 100% perfect.
so wat can i do..
u say u very stress
me cant understand
yeah. of coz i cant understand
coz i wunt make so many things 4 me to stress.
even when i take my spm exam.
even me now working
i wunt let stress 缠绕我!!!
u 8vday say yellow yellow thgs
and u still want to say u r a 天主教徒
ok.. coz i m not 100% perfect
so i cant say 你不配
me only can say u be a 天主教徒 be until so 失败
8vday
me sure give u scold
me rili so stupid?
me rili so 没用?
me rili not good enough?
tats y my dad also dont want me??
Thursday, June 18, 2009
, 9:09 PM
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
, 8:01 AM
i got guess is utats y i call ubut u say notthen me go ask vv lo..henm....
, 7:47 AM
天秤座
优雅的天平在灯红酒绿中微笑转身，
顾盼神采，洒脱如同水中的鱼。
他们与红酒，水晶杯，晚礼服，钢琴曲是那么的相得益彰，
漫不经意的吸引着公众的眼光……
几乎所有人都有这样一种印象：
天平座的人善意、可亲，爱交朋友。
于是大家也由此认为天平是群居生物，
必然是害怕独处，喜欢热闹的。
但，事实并不是表面看来那样简单。
的确，天平是个和平使者。
在公众场合可以很好地调节气氛使之均衡。
气氛热烈时，他们会沉静的压住阵脚；
气氛冷凝时，他们会运用不着痕迹的轻松幽默化解坚冰。
总之他们不会随波逐流去助长气氛的冷热，
而是像用天平称量物品一样，加减砝码，使之维持水平状态。
而他们在做这种加减的时候，动作是优雅的，态度是和悦的，
看起来漫不经心不动声色。
实际上，他们是很有心计的人，
尽管众口难调，也可以找到一种万全的方式来使全局和谐起来。
但是这并不是说他们喜欢主宰，
只是因为他们看不得失衡，那会使他们如坐针毡。
因此，尽管慵懒的天平座讨厌麻烦，讨厌得要命，
他们还是会不由自主地担负起调节的责任。
也许正因如此，使得天平在公众场合从未放松过自己。
性格使他们承担了不必要的责任，无可推卸。
他们不吝惜金钱，却吝惜自由的时间和安静的休闲时光。
像所有风向星座一样，
他们喜欢自由，喜欢像风一样谁也捉不住他。
他们喜欢自在独立的空间。
就算你是他最好的朋友，也不要老和他粘在一起。
你要知道他并不喜欢如此，尽管他不会直接说出来。
你也得相信，你的天平座朋友也许半年也没有音信，
但是只要一见面，你还是他最好的朋友。
因为他就是这种交友方式，你拿他怎么办？
“我懒得……”
这是天平座的口头语。
他们懒得出门，懒得聚会，懒得应酬……
所以他们并不是很喜欢参加party。
倒是宁愿呆在家里上网，看书，画画。
他们自身是均衡的，一个人的均衡总比一群人的均衡来的容易。
所以他们喜欢独处。
通常，天平座的人会给人一见如故的感觉，
因为他们有着温婉的微笑和优雅的举止。
对初次见面的人，天平座往往表现出自己最讨人喜欢的一面：
善解人意，大方，诚 恳，健谈。
但是这种热情劲儿不会长久。
冷漠何时到来取决于你与他交往的频率。
你越是粘得紧，他就冷得越快。
因为他们喜欢“君子之交清淡如水”。
不是他们不喜欢同伴，
而是他们和人交往更多地关注了对方的情绪，
总想着照顾对方心情，不要发生冲突，
所以感觉像是在工作一样，无法真正的放松。
较之对宫 白羊座，天平是另一种独立的个体。
白羊是一种外在的独立，内心是热的；
天平则是表面看似亲和力很强，内心却是任谁也无法融入的。
天平的冷静，连他们自己也 觉得惊讶。
“我居然如此冷漠！太不可思议了……”
他们审视自己的时候，感觉有点陌生。
那是因为他们把内心世界掩饰得连自己都骗过了。
他们控制情绪的能力太强了。
最亲近的人会感觉到，天平给人不露声色的隔离感，
有时会被埋怨“太冷静了，我都不知道你在想什么！”
可是他们不是故意要隐瞒什么，只是出于本能。
一个连自己都骗过了的人，你还能要求他对你坦白什么？
他们不喜欢歇斯底里，
不喜欢痛哭失声，
不喜欢安慰别人也不怎么喜欢被安慰。
因为他们懂得，谁也无法真正理解另一个人。
天平，其实是很独立的一个星座。
他们在霓虹灯影里微笑，在灯火阑珊处寂寞。
他们叫你懂得：孤独的最高境界是繁华。天秤座的人真的是这样的吗？
Sunday, June 14, 2009
, 5:07 PM
2day my brother go buka jahit..
8vthgs is ok..
so me also 松一口气
but the doctor say the jahitan tidak cantik
sure is a doctor pelatih or doctor tat not geng 1 jahit de..
and he say>>
after half year pass the 疤痕 not beautiful can go 整容
if dont want also can..
hahaha..
2day the doctor give him somemore antibiotik
so i thk 8vthg is ok le..
noneed worry liao..
rili a good 体验
but i dont want 2 try again.. ^^
Saturday, June 13, 2009
, 12:19 AM
vee..
00
who r u??
00 你是谁?
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
, 9:24 PM
haiz.. rili 乐极生悲
story begin by
5th june
on tat day
my mom kuantan 同事 come melaka holiday
tat day they go 文化街 walk walk
8vthg is ok and they have fun
tat nite they still go eat lok lok..
rili a very happy holiday
6th june
they plan 2day go A famosa
ok. we all wake up on abt 9am
go food court eat breakfast
then we start the journey
yea.. reach there.
bough the water world ticket and go in
play the water slide with pelampung
yea.. at first very fun.
so next we go to the higher 1..
and this we slide by ourself de. noneed pelampong
then we climb the stairs till upside.
i tell my brother
if u rili scared then u walk down trough the stairs
noneed slide down
so me slide 1st. followed by my brothers friends
yea.. 3 of us nothg happen
but the unhappy thg is coming
last my brother slide down
oh my....
dunno how 2 explain
he very scared but still paksa himself slide down
the slide very curam actually
when i play me also fly out..
so somethg happen to my brother
when he slide down until half way
he fly out. this is he 1st time play
so he bcm nervours
he open out his hand
so he bcm unbalance
after fly out although he sit back the slide but he knock his chin
finally he reach the end of the slide
i see he got some 不正常
so run over him ask wat happen
and i see his chin bleeding
oh my.................
his chin 破了
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!
scared die me..
faster send him to 1st aid
the docter help him clean up
then the docter say send him to hospital
ok
then fast fast go
reach hospital
the docter say need 2 缝针
ok
need 5 jarum
oh..
rili scared die me r..
huh~~
i thk me and him already lost our spirit
haiz..
scared die us..
this is the y i say i almost lost my heart
now..
just hope he can faster get well soon
this friday want to go hospital cai xian..
haiz..
may God bless him ler..
Monday, June 8, 2009
, 10:34 PM
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朋友
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我真得很想念你们
Thursday, June 4, 2009
, 12:52 AM